OK, I'm feeling nervous AS HELL. More than I was expecting actually. The vino isn't working. Every time Pete looks at me I'm all, "Why are you looking at me like that? You're nervous aren't you? You think I'm going to DIEEEEE!"
And then Pete laughs at me and tells me to stop being a Div.
Cause the fact is, I'm going somewhere incredible to do something amazing. I am lucky. Really lucky. And happy.
And you know what is going to make me even happier? Orang-utans - IN THE WILD. Pygmy elephants. Proboscis monkeys.
There will be moments of pure sadness (and tears I am sure) when I see the devastation that has been wreaked on their natural habitat. But I'm doing my bit, my tiny little contribution. Like being a vegan. Some people say, "What's the point? It's only you. What difference can YOU make?"
If you can't answer that question yourself you don't deserve to be on the planet as far as I'm concerned.
We are all in this together, Comrades.